Happy Birthday, Wei QI and KY!!!

I know I know...I know what an ungrateful and heartless friend I hav been

Not only have I forgotten to wish my friend of almost 8 years Happy Birthday, I have also forgotten to wish the blogger who shares the same blog's authorship(sounds all the more heartless right) with me many happy returns for the year.....shame on me shame on me.

You can punish me next year when you both are back during summer la wakaka you can do nothing about it now haha.

Okay lah I promise to get both of you presents next yr.

Anyway reading your recent posts I realised you posted a piece of lyrics quite recently I'd just like to share with you another song I found very very meaningful. Call me emo call me mushy. The Song is......

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side

And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry

That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall

Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all

It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

And theres no way home
When its late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.

I even came across this kickass video on youtube which provides a little storyline to elucidate the lyrics.



Although Yui you can imagine yourself as the "she" in the story and she the vice versa :P

Seriously this song helped me through a lot. :) Hope you like it too.


P/s:-I've reopened my "OTHER" blog.....so you are welcome to post your dissatisfactions on me as a lousy friend there :P

My "Wild" Friend....

No, this is not a late entry for Nuffnang's Wild Live Party...swt wtf I can't even attend it what for I do it wor... XD

This is a post dedicated to a special friend of mine, who I admit, has done a neat trick in surprising me with something quite extraodinary for my 21st B'day. I'd really like to blog about the celebrations I had but unfortunately I had not claimed my photos from the photographer-in-charge for that night. Perhaps a later post would do.

But this one, can't wait.

I sound as anxious as her sumo-sized bf. Though whatever I would do to her would be either counted as a direct copy with no sincerity or, would not be that much of a bombshell compared to even a call from her "darling" *ahem ahem ahem bueeeekkkk spits mucus* sorry, I have a sore throat. XD

This person ah, I dunno what to say already. But since she has a nickname, I'll use it to decribe her: Mrs. Kikshou

Now why do we wanna call her that? Simple, my good buddy Jordan Chan a.k.a Kikshou Leader of ST is her bf. Kikshou, as we all like to call him, always does very "kikshou" stuff, which means either it is nonsensical or just mind-boggling that either involves the idiocy of people or the adrenaline rush which will in turn, result in endless agony or eternal fame.

Me and My Bud Kikshou...

Now, I tried to fit into that gang but Kikshou always told me I would never fit in, citing reasons of holiness, divinity, or righteousness wtf. Instead, they made me their sworn "enemy" or in better words, their antithesis of their existence, and gave me the title of "God Of Justice"

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Eventually, I was never a part of the Gang, but was somehow accepted into it and are friends with most of them, usually I wonder if they were there just to "layan" their leader or being plain nice. Honestly, even though Kikshou Gang sounds notorious, they're a bunch of intelligent, funny bunch of people who share the common interest in doing seemingly reckless stuff just for the sake of youth. I usually laugh at their antiques rather than apprehend them, and wondered if anyone could tame the might of their inspirational leader....

In fact, that is where Mrs. Kikshou came in....

Mrs. Kikshou is not you average AMC, attractive, super hot, sweet, popular or even cute type you'd expect from the hordes of girls they have there. In fact, I wouldn't say that she was even in my radar of any potential material, probably the most I would do is to make sure the person underneath the skirt is ball-less and wiener-free. But to be amused is that I got to know her in a very "gay" atmosphere, which was in the choir auditions. I've always been invited to join the choir due to the encouragement of Kikshou, surprisingly a member of this seemingly "gay" club. Eventually we got in and had to work together by layering, toning, and even expressing in competitions. Remember what Nai Woon thought us? Smile....... XD I still can't forget those raised eyebrows and seemingly frightening expressions that were supposedly useful we had to do....and those crazy exercises Kar Kit made us do...omg...

Choir...bittersweet memories

Though not everything was rosy and peachy in choir, she was one of those people I would greet or tease whenever I come across. She was never in my bad books, though I've mentioned time and time again her proximity with my sworn enemy has caused me serious unease. But I've maintained the fact that I she is still my friend, and she does not deserve that treatment.

In fact, when I started to blog, she was one of the 1st people ever to come across my blog and comment about it. She read those poems, unrelenting heartaches, sadness and darkness looming over me, she was there, along with several people, who knew I was depressed and silent. Eventually things was not able to alter in time and I ended up crushed, defeated, and humiliated.

Then again, she didn't shun me like the rest of them, who played to his good books since he was victorious. It made me feel that she was indeed, a rare person to come across in my life which I know I could rely on. Talking to her isn't much of a pressure, though she would spurt in tauntrums and sulks when you annoy her. The nick I gave her (was it COBBOLD-weiqi??) was the best shot I could do to her and it made her sulk and sulk to my amusement. I should've known, we're from the same starsign. She would in turn, tease me of my past, talk about the good ol' days, dig about Kikshou's past(sorry bro, she's sooooo pushy) and would also make me feel annoyed by her insistance that "she" was a total bitch that would rot in hell and I was better off without her. She was as hard as I was, only more sweeter and innocent on the outside.

To mention about her relationship with Kikshou, I would claim to have not involved in anything relating to it. In fact, it caught me by surprise when it happened. I've always expected Kikshou to find someone to what he had told me that was "Kikshou" standard. To my experiance, Mrs. Kikshou seemed way out of the league. But, I guess beauty is indeed in the eyes of the beholder; she might not be the best-looking chick, or the hottest thing you'd see burning asphalt on the road. But she'd make you melt with her genuine sincerity and friendliness, and I guess, is what Kikshou was looking for. I had nothing but praise and approval in their relationship and pray that it lasts as destiny awaits.

The Kikshou Standard XD

As a result of their relationship, Kikshou mellowed down and behaved much more sensibly, and directed his bubbling spontaneity towards more useful purposes. Their victory in the Drama Competition is well-deserved and he was the star of their show. Mrs. Kikshou in turn, turned ever the kikshou-er since their were together, and things went rosy from then on. Both of them did reasonably well in their exams and each received decent offers for their future.

Whilst both of them are apart now, but they've made the effort to keep the embers from going out. There were times where she had doubt and he had doubts but I know that it would last, lest one of them decides to cheat, which will result in me going back to strangle the cheating partner and skin them alive to hang like a piece of roast pork.

Emmm...roast pork....

I've no gift to give you my dear friend. But my blessings and the hope that you'll forgive me for all the problems and white hairs I've made you grown for listening to all my rantings. (Maybe a voucher for Y**nan haircare would do?). Hmm....

If you're not happy with it, it's ok. I guess I owe you a meal then. We'll see what can be done and I'll make it up to you ok?

Aiya give face lah! I've never even dedicated a post to her leh... not even to anyone before... so this is my first time *shy shy* give to you already...haiz...

20 liao lo...one more year can join me in jail XD

Anyway, hApPy 20th BiRtHdAy wEiQi!! Good tidings in all your endeavours and future undertakings....remember to pick me as your best man in your wedding leh...best lady also can I'll wear a dress wtf...=.=

I'll give you guys a big big angpow...that is, if he is willing to marry u ler...XD

That's all for now my "Liar" Zi Mui....remember to say thank you wor....

Bus Blues...

Upset.

I simply cannot stand the buses here.

They either come too early and zoom off before you can chase them down no matter how fast you run, or, they just come soooooo late that you either miss your lecture or anything, and usually it happens at the worst possible moment.

Guess what, today, I lost my temper and I was so upset about it that i decided to blog about it.

I was waiting after my grocery shopping, getting the normal rations like juices, fruits and milk, (yes, since Jamie Oliver's show about Eat to Save Your Life, I haven't done anything sinful like having junk food or crap at a consistant rate, will blog about this, given time.) I was rushing to get back to my lodge to grab my dinner at the ground floor canteen(yes, my accomodation fortunately provides dinner for me at a reasonable rate, that is why I'm desperate to grab it) and I hoped that it would come at the specified time it was required to do so.

The buses here follow a rigid schedule, and we are provided brochures that contain the specific times they are supposed to arrive at a stop. Usually I would give it a plus or minus 5 minute gap, most of the buses would appear by then. I would just forget about it and just say that it might be a slight delay.

Unfortunately, this bus that I was soooo desperate to get on was 40 minutes late!!! Not only I was waiting, the whole stop started to fill up with people and everybody got confused with the situation. I started to look at my time anxiously, and wishing that I would make the 7.30pm deadline. When the bus arrived it was soooo f**king late that I was speechless about its ridiculous arrival time, and...

Surprise surprise!! Another bus of the same route followed behind it!!!!

OMFG...it got sooo late that the next bus after it was right behind it!!!

Normally under good weather and plenty of time, I would happily trek through the streets and walk the 3km route back myself in half and hour, at this rate I would've reached by then!!!

Everybody was upset but nobody had the guts to tell the driver how late he was. With all the heavy baggage I had to stand it that cramped bus with effort to keep all the stuff secure lest it hits the other passengers...it was sooo humiliating and awkward, nonetheless having a pretty chick facing me on the bus was rubbing salt into the wound. I guess the fact that she was on the bus made things better, not much but better. LOL

Previous cases of such incidents occured, and yet the drivers responded with regret or remorse and sometimes even offered the rides free as the result of the delay. I wouldn't have wished for it, to a certain extent, but I would've hoped for an apology. This is too much!!

Needless to say I missed the dinner and sat at my own room feeling pissed and hungry.

I screamed at my mom for that, I screamed at my sis for that, heck I even screamed at my friends about that too. I've had enough of being pushed around. I was upset, and hungry, and lonely.

I've made my replacement meal and had myself think over it. Situation solved, but I'm not happy with it. Hopefully tomorrow's another day and I'll have more positive stuff to look forward for my birthday this Saturday.

Coming soon...

A couple more days, and something is going to happen.

Yes, it's my 21st birthday.

I have gone a long way since then. I've always wondered since I was young how I would feel getting there, and where I would be at that time.

Now, I'm days away from reaching adulthood.

Honestly, I don't feel anything at all, but this should be a big deal!

I was applying for my working visa last month and my counsellor noticed it and asked me if I would be celebrating the occasion. I wondered if I would. We'll see how it goes.

I have to stop writing because I have a rectum irritation and I feel the need to answer the call of nature XD I know this is disgusting but wahay! That's just me.